You know, I'm sad about it but I think my brain is finally done with excessive fan-girling once and for all.
When I was a teenager, I used to wonder 'Will I still get obsessed with stuff (TV shows, bands, movies.....we didn't use the word 'fandoms' back then) when I'm older?' But I kept on fan-girling out through my 20's and 30's.
But it's been a good 3 years since I've been really obsessed with a fandom. There are plenty of movies, TV shows, and drag queens that I love, but I haven't been completely preoccupied with any in years. I think I might be over and done with fan-girling for good.
Not sure how I feel about it. There are pros and cons.