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stormkeeper_lovedoris) wrote2008-03-01 03:55 pm
stormkeeper_lovedoris) wrote2008-03-01 03:55 pm
Totally unrelated topics - X-men fanfic, sex drive, and worry
X-men fanfic
I’ve been re-reading my ginormously long X-men fanfic lately. I finished the trilogy four years ago and said I was done with it…I mean, if I can’t say all I want to say about the X-men in 734,000 words (that’s not a typo – the trilogy really is that long), then I need help. Lately I’ve been toying with the idea of writing some Spiderman fanfic, but now I seem to want to write more X-men. Maybe a 4th book to the long-ass series, though the only plot bunny I have right now is that I want an older Jubilee to realize that she’s happy being single despite all the years she thought that being part of a couple would make her life complete. I came to this realization during emails with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
denisia; I want to score one for singledom (even though I’m happily partnered)!
My sex drive
It’s over 7 days without Seasonique, and my sex drive appears to be slowly making a comeback. I’m sure that’s partly why I want to write more fanfic, though if I do write more X-men stuff, it won’t be a smutfest like before.
Worry
I wonder what it would be like if I lived my life without worry. Instead of worrying about how hard my life might be if I had a child or worrying about how I would handle it if I ever was promoted to the next level at work, it would be neat if I could just live. What is stopping me?
Someone once asked me if by worrying about things, do I think I can control them?
I’ve been re-reading my ginormously long X-men fanfic lately. I finished the trilogy four years ago and said I was done with it…I mean, if I can’t say all I want to say about the X-men in 734,000 words (that’s not a typo – the trilogy really is that long), then I need help. Lately I’ve been toying with the idea of writing some Spiderman fanfic, but now I seem to want to write more X-men. Maybe a 4th book to the long-ass series, though the only plot bunny I have right now is that I want an older Jubilee to realize that she’s happy being single despite all the years she thought that being part of a couple would make her life complete. I came to this realization during emails with
denisia; I want to score one for singledom (even though I’m happily partnered)!My sex drive
It’s over 7 days without Seasonique, and my sex drive appears to be slowly making a comeback. I’m sure that’s partly why I want to write more fanfic, though if I do write more X-men stuff, it won’t be a smutfest like before.
Worry
I wonder what it would be like if I lived my life without worry. Instead of worrying about how hard my life might be if I had a child or worrying about how I would handle it if I ever was promoted to the next level at work, it would be neat if I could just live. What is stopping me?
Someone once asked me if by worrying about things, do I think I can control them?