Gurl I FEEL you. Past year or two I have been wrestling with a massive case of panic disorder. It can really be over anything for me. It's either that or a massive case of depersonalization/numbness. But whatever, I guess that's not unexpected in cases such as mine. :P Xanax is my bestest friend.
Worry, dear. Worry is what stops ya. And yeah, my own worry does come from thinking if I worry about it enough, it won't happen. Grandmas, wars, nukes, loved ones, car crashes, rape, medical emergencies...you name it, I'm terrified of it. I deal, but it ain't easy.
re: worry
Date: 2008-03-02 12:59 am (UTC)Worry, dear. Worry is what stops ya. And yeah, my own worry does come from thinking if I worry about it enough, it won't happen. Grandmas, wars, nukes, loved ones, car crashes, rape, medical emergencies...you name it, I'm terrified of it. I deal, but it ain't easy.