3 Things

[stormkeeper_lovedoris]

 
1. More good than bad with the election results. The 2 candidates who I canvassed for won, and that was great because it's 2 House seats that flipped! The election wasn't the tsunami I'd hoped for but it was a pretty good wave. Also, Beto seems to have a future despite not winning.

2. and 3. I will just go with the usual. Grateful for my job, my spouse, my health

But I'm sad. My passion for being a SHIELD fan is just still on hold. This is not like me. I usually stay in a fandom a long time. This happened with my last fandom too; I dropped out fast. I don't like it, I miss being a crazy fangirl, and I just don't understand why the change. As I get older, do I get more tired of stuff sooner? Is my brain trying to protect me from having another 2013? (A year when I went way off the deep end with fan-girling). Am I that 'thirsty' that I drop something if not enough people read my fics? Or is it one of those things with no good reason?

Seriously, I miss reading and writing fanfic. Maybe I should just try to write some, like force it out and see what happens.