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May. 23rd, 2020 02:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormkeeper_lovedorisSometimes I do think about the fact that I'm a 46 year old fangirl and think that I really am too old for this.
Like there is so much drama on social media over The 100 and there's some decent evidence now that neither of my ships is going to get a happy ending. It makes me sad and I know I need to get sad over the important stuff that's going on in our actual world and not fictional characters appearing on a show whose final season has already been shot and finished.
Why do I do this to myself?
Yeah, but I love the excitement I get like when a new episode airs or at that great con I went to or when I get a comment on a fanfic. So I guess I still put myself through it all for a reason.
Like there is so much drama on social media over The 100 and there's some decent evidence now that neither of my ships is going to get a happy ending. It makes me sad and I know I need to get sad over the important stuff that's going on in our actual world and not fictional characters appearing on a show whose final season has already been shot and finished.
Why do I do this to myself?
Yeah, but I love the excitement I get like when a new episode airs or at that great con I went to or when I get a comment on a fanfic. So I guess I still put myself through it all for a reason.
